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dudes, it's probably nothing, it's probably insignificant, it's probably the shittiest reason in the world, but i am freaking the fuck out.

i'm sitting around, just reading all of these concert reviews and how everything's come down to the last show--although, at this time, msg is over and that was the last show, so now there's no more shows--and i'm reading all these things gerard's saying and fuck, i'm this close to crying my fucking eyes out, because i've never seen a my chem show--it's one of the things i've planned to do before i die--and hearing all this talk about breaks--which they desperately need, don't misread me. god knows i'd tie them down to beds if i got the chance. plus, BABIES--but i have this huge, gigantic fear that they'll never come back.

two years is a long time, is what i'm saying.

and i have a lot of ambivalent feelings about this because i do want them to be happy and loved and old men, but at the same time, i need to see them. just once in my life, i want to see the band that didn't save my life but changed it, for the good and the worse, that helped me find good friends, both here and in real life, that made me music crazy and band crazy and life crazy and and and.

it's a stupid fear, i know, but there's got to be a band like that out there for you guys. let me know, so we can all revel in our fears, just once.


that being said:

--babies! i want some iero babies and some toro babies and way babies and some bob stat. they don't have tour anymore, dudes! [livejournal.com profile] mcee said so!
--...mikeyway wants to take up kickboxing. where you KICK THINGS. oh mikeywayyyyyyyyyyy, ♥
--I AM PRINTING THIS SUCKER OUT.
--this:

I think I was looking at Gerard, who was kind of futzing around by Bob or talking or something. I was waiting for the next song and my eyes just sort of slid over to Mikey and I literally gasped out loud. He was standing at the edge of the stage, legs spread, holding the neck of his bass, and he was just staring at the crowd. Not smiling, not moving, just staring. I never thought I’d use the word smoldering to describe Mikeyway but that’s all I could think. Smoldering. My legs actually kind of went out from under me. (Luckily there was a stool there for me to slump down onto.) It was just…woah. Mikeyway. He smiled a couple of times, big smiles, at James or Ray, I couldn’t tell, but I was automatically smiling like an idiot whenever I saw it. There was a funny moment before Mama when Gerard said, “I want to dedicate this song to my mom. [pause] Who’s also Mikey’s mom.” Mikey just kind of raised his eyebrows and smirked all uh, yeah dude. It was cute. Also, I want his boots.

--AND THIS OMG:
The best moment was, of course, the one everyone’s talking about. Gerard came over and put his arm around Frank during the break in Headfirst for Halos. Frank brought his hand up and I thought he was going to just kind of drape his hand over Gerard’s, but then he was grabbing the mic instead and I remember thinking “what?” and then I died. He rapped the Fresh Prince theme song with his back to the crowd. And then put the mic down on Bob’s drum. And then I think I experienced hysterical deafness for like a minute and when I came to Gerard was cooing, fucking cooing about how Frank was so nervous he’d just put the mic down on Bob’s drum. Then he said Frank was “so adorable!” So adorable! [flailing] As a Philadelphian who has drunkenly recited the Fresh Prince theme song more times than I can count, that moment absolutely made my life. I can’t remember if he did the last part, the “I pulled up to the house…” part, or just ended it at “yo, home…” part because, like I said, dead. Perhaps someone who was there can help me out? But whatever, best moment of my life.



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